This is an update!
Over the last few months, I have been going through some depression and stuff. I lost my boyfriend, we broke up, and we tried to fix things, but it didn't work out. I have come to a realization about myself, though it is not competely my fault why I am the way I am in relationships. It comes from being taught a certain way about how relationships function. But, if you wish to read that, hop over to Tumblr and read that post.
The good news is though: I am willing to work on that. I am going to therapy starting 29 July. I am going to get help as a way to overcome the past abuse from my mom. And to help rewire the way I come at relationships. Not only that, but I am also going to just get help with my self-esteem and depression and anxiety. It's about time I make this change for myself, so I can stop being a victim of baseless abuse from the one woman that made my life a living hell for 13+ years of my life.
On to more happy things in my life:
I am currently in Tulsa, Oklahoma visiting my sis and bro. Though, sis is at work and bro is MIA (AKA doing gaming stuff). SO I am babysitting my niece and nephews (AKA sis and bro's ferrets) and blogging/Facebooking.
Over the past few months, I have gained and lost 10 pounds. I am fluctuating again because of depression and drama. Hopefully I will be getting better, though I don't think heavy exercising is a good idea :(
I lost enough weight to fit int my smaller jean shorts and a top that I couldn't even fit into. So I am looking forward to fitting into my other top I couldn't fit into when I bought it. The shirt I couldn't fit into when I bought it (for 50cents) was a White House/Black Market corset-like top. But I fit in it now, so yeah. I am a happy camper.
I recently dyed my hair as well.
That is all for today. I will be uploading in the next few days about my style change and what I plan on doing (possibly) with my future. I am looking forward to being home though.
I love you all!